Running after them…

It’s exhausting. Running after your friends, running after your partner, trying to catch up with the world, running after your dreams, running after your parents; constantly running is certainly exhausting. It’s like an endless chase after the wind, fearing that if you don’t, it will disappear. 

But the truth is its not about pressure of keeping up with the pace but rather the dread of losing them. Sometimes you can’t help but feel that if you don’t move or don’t exert your precious would fade away far beyond your reach. Which is true. Yes it will fade away but it’s YOUR PRECIOUS, it belongs to you. No one has an ounce of right on it except for you!
That is why don’t run with fear or hopelessness or frustration. Run with confidence. Run with focus. Run with the right of holding it in your hands.
And when you get tired, learn to rest. Revive yourself. Pamper your tired body. Show it some love. Then when you are ready, dash off once again like you have never before.

Hate you?

The truth is I can never really hate you. I might get amazingly annoyed or extremly upset but the burning fire of hatred is certainly an emotion my heart wouldnt feel. I have and always been your well wisher. I have always loved you but maybe it wasn’t enough.
Im not going to hold any grudges because I really want you to be happy. People think you are a horribly rude and arrogant person who wouldn’t give a second thought on taking a revenge on someone. I wouldn’t argue on that point but what I also know is you have a great capacity to love someone. You can give yourself up for them. You would protect them with everything you got. You are not scared to do anything for them. You do have a heart. Its just it doesn’t beat for me.
I had to end us. We were not going anywhere. You were a constant pain for me and I was a trial for you. I don’t mind if you hate me. Its okay. Its fine. Because now atlast it’s over. You are free. And I have a ginormous space left in me to fill up.