Dang it!! Who asked him to look that good in a simple shirt and jeans with a backpack carelessly dangling on his shoulder?
When i think about it i cannot help but wonder that why in the most crucial moments of your life when you need to be focused and run after your goals walks in a person, tall and attractive with brains of genius and a voice you can listen to all day long and I dont even want to talk about their smile. They literally make your composed and well controlled world go laa-daa-dee.
And thats what happened when you casually walked thru the door completely oblivious of your impact on my stability. At first i wasn’t all into you. Like a sensible girl i controlled myself and focused on the work infornt me. But you had to look at me the way you did with such melting eyes and an honest interest about who i am. The fact that you were as curious about me as i was for you did the undoing.
In course of time i learnt to shift my attention from you to my work but it was so hard. And when i thought i have the reins safely in my hands you dare start talking to me with such a sweet expression on your face that i just couldn’t wipe my smile off my face. I thought about our 5 second conversation for weeks.
But then eventually i realised we are not suited for each other, even as friends. Though i didnt try to improve our newly formed friendship, i didn’t try to end it as well. It was your stupidity that did it.
For a long time it didnt bother me whether you would come or not. Your presence did not affect me thanks to your immaturity. I was safely and happily moving on. And then you played the trump card!
Why did you have to come to work by car?? Did you know what a great weakness it is of mine knowing that someone knows how to drive? Seeing that you have brought your car in that place means you know how to drive well. Aarrgghh!!!
Why did you do this to me? It was so wrong of you to have done that even if you didn’t know what you were doing. Dont judge me for throwing a fit on something thats not under your control. It is me who will have to deal with it.
And now i really want to be friends with you. My sweet crush.
Rea1405 